PRIDE

Pride? Everyone has it doesnt it?
U do I do everyone does.
having pride is a good thing. but it can turn nasty too
Today i was totally bashed by this thing. I was hurt....I cried buckets....but pride made sure i suffer.
It has hurt me deep and left gashes of scars in my heart.
As now I know it will not even let loved ones go unscathed.

Sick Sick Sick

sigh....got the flu bug
Ian's been coughing a few days now....and now I got it too
but he doesnt have fever...*touch wood*
I HAVE!!!
Feel so lethargic!
Think I'll pay the dr a visit later or tmr...the dumb panadol doesnt work at all....

A Present to my Dearest

On 13th July,

Our Man of the house has his birthday. He never likes to celebrate it. But I wanted to give him a surprise. So I quietly got him a gift I thought he might like - a nice wooden display chest for his beloved watches. Oh My...trying to get it done without him knowing is hardwork!

I had to wake up in the middle of the night to wrap it and no to mention trying to be really really quiet so as not to wake him!

The product is good..haha so proud of myself.....HEY I took lots of effort and loss of sleep to get it ready ok! Oh not to forget a Birthday Card that Ryan chose himself for his daddy...He has looked up his dad as a hero in his life!

But am so glad and happy that he liked it...

Happy Bday my dear....I'll love u always

catch RYAN for his 600m finals!

Ryan Ryan Ryan Ryan Ryan!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fnUflcoGjU&feature=related

BB Ian's first roll over

Ian used to hate tummy exercises...but his first attempt on his own was great! He even smiled.

So proud of my little baobei's accomplishment. It is lucky tat we caught it on video too!

Revamp ...my house's new look

Trying to do the modern rustic look....
and we sold the house for a good price too!

Cute Cute Baby...

feel like kissing him again n again n again n again

Ian is 3mths now....

I think he is cuter than the bear

After all the struggle with breastfeeding...we are now starting to enjoy every moment of it now.

And BB Ian is thriving so well juz on my breast milk..isnt it amazing?

I have so many pics of him i want to load but think it will crash the server haha

8wks old

Look at Ryan and Ian...so alike right? Little Ian is has become little Michelin too!

Ian's first smile....it is juz so difficult to get him to smile.....but he's learning

Look how much Ian has grown and he looks juz so adorable.

This is Daddy and Ian sleeping...haha look at the size difference...

but a second look....isnt it so heart warming

Ian's growing fast...

Time flies...Ian is 6 weeks old liao
now he looks like daddy! He is starting to make cooing sounds. He loves cuddling. People say dun carry all the time, let him cry it out. I cant bear to do tat. I think it is ok to give him a sense of security. I think he needs tat. so i carry carry carry hehe...and loving every moment of it.

24th March ..Ian's born

Hi Hi...Ian arrived on 24th march 2008

Oh my he is a splitting image of his Kor Kor Ryan!

He arrived via C-section by Dr Foong Lian Cheng. He is a sensitive and caring doctor.

Ian weighed 3.285kg at birth. He will be a total breast-fed baby!

Before Ian's born

We can finally see this little being's arms legs head....

getting heavy and wish he'll arrive soon...

but at the same time i am so enjoying him being in me. All that kicks and punches he give tells me he's healthy and lively. Mommy is so in love with u already.